Hey..hm..how are you guys doing?
:sigh: yeah its been a long while....and to think this entry isn't a happy one
I'm at Alex's house...yeah not a surprise but is not for me to hang out here at...I'm here tonight b/c I "ran" or "left" my house, however you guys put it....I've been going through too many problems...TOO MANY!!!! for like...FOREVER!!....I've been hanging in there and now I'm too the point that I can't take it anymore...
I've been treated so unfairly in that house, I know I've done wrong, but I always make up for the wrong I've done in that house, but now is just unacceptable how they treat me compare to everyone else, and when I mean they I mean my mother and her husband, mostly my mother....ever since he came into the picture its been hell....and I can't talk to her hos I feel about him b/c she takes it up the ass and defends him....EVERYONE has told her how bad of a husband he is but is like she doesn't see it, or doesn't want to...or something.. ^-^
I love her to death, and I'll do whatever I can for her...I'm trying so hard to be a good daughter to her but it's just ridiculous how everything is being done in that house....
Thanks Ash, Lelly, and Alex for sticking by me through this.....and Brittany I miss you too....I miss all you guys...I'll be trying to post more on xanga...
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